i'd rather die On my feet then live On my knees.....

i'd rather be hated fOr whO i am then lOved fOr what i'm nOt........

damn im surprised i remembered the passwOrd its been sO lOng.........lets see im in vietnam its been like a mOnth and a half almOst twO......missin wifey alOt right nOwz.....i'd have tO say this is the lOngest i've been away frOm her withOut seeing her and all......we barley get a chance tO talk Ova the phOne.....i gO Online but shes barley On......i'm lOokin fOrward tO cOmin back with is Only a cOuple daiz away frOm nOw.....can't wait tO see wifey Of cOurse.....hOw can i fOrget the dudez.....its gOn be like Old timez agian....i must say alOt thingz change in the past 2 mOnthz....i dOnt knOe if its gOod Or bad but itz turning me intO sOmeOne i dOnt wanna be.....but then agian theres the gOod part.....but Only time will tell.....as fOr nOw im kOolinz spending my last cOuple Of daiz chillinz tO the fullest.....its been three daiz since i've slept....On sOme hardcOre chillin shit.....gOt drunk and high three daiz straight, shoOt pOol tO break the night, went tO bars/clubs.....gettin restless....tOday wOuld be the fOurth night breakin night and im here chattinz 5:37 in the mOrninz.....OMG can't wait tO get back.....i just wanna see my babie and everything will be all gOodz agian....aight chO bOutz tO gO and shOot sOme mOre pOol and then gO eatz.....PaYcE